missing home
I’m missing home tonight.
I don’t understand this feeling.
I’ve lived in this (blasted) city for almost 6 years and we’ve been in this house for over 4 years. When will this become home? Do I want it to be? No.
I can’t quite put my finger on what it is I’m missing tonight. Although home is clearly defined as where my parents are, their house, which is not the house I really “grew-up” in but it is on the piece of land that I grew-up on. Is home the house or the land? Does it matter?
Is it my parents, husband, babies, that I am missing tonight? I tried to connect without success to my parents a couple of times today. My hubby is sleeping off some allergy medicine and my dear babies are also sleeping (whew!). Just checked on them and all is well.
So why the feeling of unease and that something is missing?
